you're my desire (: though it seems tht i dont care & it may seem tht whn you need me , i wont be thr. Just put your FAITH in me & at the end, I promise, I wont turn my back on you ever again & i'll forever be your angel. In my heart I know it will be you whom i will love, always & forever ;DDDD
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dont make yourself a person of all my detests but make yourself someone i adore & i promise i'll forgive you for whadtever you've done <3
today . went for post encounter . woke up at ard 7 plus ? prepare okays liaos and was suppose to meet yunyu at cp 0745 but she said too early so we decided to meet at 8:20 . hahas . hmmm . so met yunyu at cp and headed to hougangMRT station and waited for olivia and wenling . olivia isLATEagain ?! wakakas . lols . humphs . today's post encounter taught me quite alot luhs . its useful in my life . thats all . wanna knw more ? ask me personally okays (:
aft PE , we went to hawker . as usual . we ate chicken rice again . kekes . humphs . aft mummum . board the bus and headed to church - sat wit yunyu and taught her how to draw but still i forgotten how to . wakakas . oops =x reached church and went to toilet aft that waited for olivia to pee finish . kekes . lols . humphs . dhen headed to the gate and waited for the gate to open ! yayyay !! cant wait ! i wanna WORSHIP !!saw jas . ohhs . lols . humphs . went in and as usual , i turn crazy again .NO1 CANN STAND ME :(everyone left me alone cos iwas too crazy . hahas . went to the front aft placing our bags on our CHAIRS dhen went - JUMPING - non stop !! wakakas . lols . humphs . sang lotsa song . okays . went baq and gave offering !! yayyay !! its sermon time !! today have no sermon !!woohoo . wakakas . lols . humphs . we sang songs and ministered the presence ofGODand stuff . everyone kneelled dwn on the floor bforeGODbut i didnt . i was still standing cross handed . i didnt wanna kneel . hais . i acted strong in front of GOD but spiritually im so weak . holy spirit knws im weak . all of a sudden , i fell .i fall on my knees and i started crying like others did . i wasnt crying at first bcosi THOUGHT i m strong enough to face all troubles but it wasnt true .its a force that pulls me dwn . its holy spirit i guess . i cried like theres NO TML .i dhen realise . in the presence of GOD , i cann do nth . GOD is above ALL THINGS and he's the greatest of all .i tot i've forgotten him but GOD asked me dhis question again ;' cheeyen , have you really forgotten him ?'the minute i received dhis ques , i didnt knw how to ans . i knw i haven forgotten yet but im going to forget abt him cos i knw , its NO USE waiting cos we are NOT in TALKING TERMS . hais .i really thank GOD for EVERYTHING . iloveJESUS . HE 's GREAT -
aft service , went for cell and prayed for many ppl today (: im SO HAPPY aft pouring everything out .i didnt wanna cry out bcos i dunn wannaLET SOME PEOPLEsay that once i cry jiu win liaos . PLEASE LUHS ~lols . prayed for joey , jaslyn , wenjing , olivia and ms lim (: im SO SO SO HAPPY luhs . any prayer request ? im MORE than WILLING to help okays (:if u are my enemy or not my frens , you have a prayer request ? call me or msg me and tell me okays (: i dunn mind cos i still love you all afterall bcos GOD has forgiven me . i have to forget you guys too (:
okays . aft cell , went for tribe meeting . prayed and left . was aHALF AN HOUR meeting ? humphs . left expo and headed to MRT station and guess who i saw ?! i sawRARA and YIXIAN . wakakas . missed dem like hell lahs . didnt see dem for so long lors . dey didnt attend church cos of prelims . hope dey will do well . im gonna pray for dem (: humphs . saw jayson again -.- okays .took MRT and headed to TM and saw jayson again :( had a 'argument' wit him . hahas . he's angry cos i pinched him and he scolded me with vulgarites !! arghs . thats not a christ like luh !! wakakas . lols -.-
bought ice-cream and while eating , we walked to the 27 bus stop to take baq home . went to RP to buy some stuff and walked home . saw korkor on the way . jas went home dhen i went home with korkor . he kip lookin at my fone luhs !! arghs ! i knw he miss 7610 but i wun give him !! wakakas (:
reached home and ate grapes and M&M . wakakas . yummy !! gonna post some photos now . catch it okays (: takecares ppl . gonna kip you guys in my cell and some others in my prayer request (: loveya . rest well . slp tight and prepare urself for tml okays (:LOVED <33